I juZ waNNa LiVe

wu...allergy...scary...

There’s this friend which a couple of friends suggested that we go traveling together to Taiwan, just the two of us if the other friend couldn’t make it. I kept saying, we weren’t that close so why do they have that thought. Ha. I really have this bad habit to group friends. Anyway, I think I got a phobia of assuming being buddy buddy with someone only to have that person thinking you are a nutcase who think too much. Eh, I don’t think I’m making sense here. Ha. What I mean is, don’t know since when, I would rather action speak louder than words. If you are close to someone, why keep saying it but nothing you do show it. Anyhow, to the person who’s exactly two days younger than me, someone who is ID top student, I really hope we can go Taipeh, then years later go HK see Sammi Cheng’s concert! Yay! Oh ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Ms Lee!

Well, well…I think I over react most of the time. Last Sunday, on the bus leaving Penang, I got an allergy reaction. I start having rashes. At first, I thought it was mosquito bites or some kind of bug cause it really does look like mosquito bites. Then it got worsen, my whole body was filled with rashes, including my head and face. Suddenly I felt it was difficult to breath. Die lor, then I got flashback of scene from “Game Plan” where The Rock’s daughter has an allergy reaction and can’t breath. Then as it got more difficult to breath, I really believe I might eventually die alone. Haha. Anyway, I ask the driver to pullover, telling him I need to puke so he better be quick if not the bus’ aroma will be nasty. I guess I did throw up whatever that caused it as I could breath better after the puking. But I was still weak, nausea, dizzy and shaking. I never shake (shake leg doesn’t count) before except shiver. Sigh..Went to the clinic once I reached KL. The doctor gave me a huge injection. OUCH! Few seconds after, I felt so sleepy yet I need to puke again. Almost fall asleep on the bathroom floor. EWE! I don’t know what I ate that caused it. Will never knew till I get a thorough allergy test done. Haish…mar fan.

Anyway, really paiseh I freak out few people. Sorry a, make you all worried. During that time I knew a friend was really worried but I didn’t know she was with a few friends. I heard she look pretty freak out. =p We talked before about if I die suddenly, maybe nobody will know. But then, I realize, I have a cousin who was in the same class with me in Form 6. So, the task will go to him to inform friends. ha.

ps: Thanks to everybody (of course, esp to my parents) who made my life worthwhile... ^_^

Penang...

Went back to Penang last weekend for a “housemate” convo. That housemate was also someone who sat next to me in form 6, the first of many people who are born in 1984 I got to know very well. Ha. Can’t believe how time has passed. Seeing how much she had changed. How much we had changed. And how for now and many years to come, I’ll use going to Penang as going back to Penang because somehow that island has been another home for me. Haha. We used to dread going back to Penang.  We called it 神龙岛 (shen long dao). We used to say, going back to a birdcage, to more projects, to more sleepless night. But now, it is going for holiday!

We would be so happy to see the bridge whenever we leave the island, but will curse it when we were going back to it. But last weekend, seeing the bridge (although it looks worse) was nothing but excitement and joy. I guess one of the major factors would be the people who are still there. Will it still be the same if everyone matter has left?

Once, during a little gathering, we were ask to share what we are thankful for the year 2007. I said “Thank God for Penang”. Haha. No matter how much I hated it at first, that place has gave me laughter, sadness, love, friendship, knowledge (maybe) and the encouragement to know Christ more. And I hope I will see it again. Haha.

My birthday just passed. (few people still thought I'm born in 84. The wonder of who you hang out with determine your year of birth!? Ha) Nothing special, as I told my friend, being a part time student/full time worker means no life. Work in the morning, class at night. But I did have a little gathering with my nieces, nephew, cousins and sisters. Feel like a small kid. Not sure since when I last spent my birthday with family members. It was chaotic with all the kids screaming. Eh, maybe only 3 kids ba. The rest too little to scream.

However, yesterday is a very sad day for a friend. I hope she’s coping well. Her grandma just passed away. May God rest her soul in peace. 

Sore Losers??

source: MAHAGURU58 

http://mahaguru58.blogspot.com/2008/03/sore-losers-of-umno-penang-and-fru.html

Sore Losers of UMNO Penang and FRU Doublestandards

When I look at the way the hordes of UMNO Penang's paid stooges gather in protest at KOMTAR, Penang brandishing banners that have clearly been prepared in advance, I can sense that today's protest is not something that has taken place at the spur of the moment?

The types of characters that we can see in the photos are the kind who are obviously not that bright and riff raff who love nothing but to cause trouble on the streets of Penang, knowing fully well that they will not be stopped by the FRU?

Why do I say so?

Well, have you heard of any of the protesters getting even a slight scrape on their bodies as a result of being chased or assaulted by the FRU?

The FRU just stood by and allowed the UMNO protest to take place without any action from them for more than an hour and only later used their loudhailers to ask the crowd to disperse?

What an obvious show of double standards put to practice by the FRU? @#$%^&#!

I just don't know what kind of a sorry ass bunch of losers are there in Penang's UMNO?

All these while during Koh Tsu Koon's rule, you guys were complaining about being sidelined by Gerakan but you guys never took to the streets in protest as what you did today?

Now that the Malaysian people have kicked out the BN, you guys are so quick to run riot on the streets claiming that Lim Guan Eng is marginalizing the Malays?

Are the Malays so useless that you have to lose any sense of self reliance and enterprise that you all need to be spoonfed till the day you kick the bucket?

Bloody embarrassing if you ask me!

The Indonesians at Chow Kit are much more enterprising than the whole bunch of you louts who gathered around KOMTAR this afternoon!

Compared to them, you guys are hopeless!!!

I also hear of UMNO Penang leaders asking the Federal Government under Abdullah Badawi to pull out mega projects from Penang just because the DAP-PKR-PAS Coalition have been voted into power by the Penangites?

Classic case of unprofessional, immature bunch of pathetic losers who would be willing to sabotage the state of Penang just because you can't suck and freeload anymore at the expense of the Penang taxpayers?

Don't you guys have any shame?

Why stop at stopping projects in Penang just because the BN got whupped in the 12th GE?

I am just too pissed off to continue!

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In my opinion, Malaysia only got 2 bangsa : Malaysian and UMNOPutra!

蒲公英的约定

蒲公英的约定  | Pu Gong Ying De Yue Ding | Dandelion’s Promise

曲：周杰伦
Qu: Zhou Jie Lun
Music: Jay Chou

词：方文山　
Ci: Fang Wen Shan
Lyrics: Vincent Fang



小学篱芭旁的蒲公英 
xiao xue li ba pang de pu gong ying
The dandelions that lay beside the elementary school’s fence

是记忆里有味道的风景
shi ji yi li you wei dao de feng jing
Scenery beautiful in my memories

午睡操场传来蝉的声音 
wu shui cao chang chuan lai chan de sheng yin
The cricket's chirping in the courtyard during a noon nap

多少年后也还是很好听
duo shao nian hou yei hai shi hen hao ting
Still sounds good years later

将愿望折纸飞机寄成信 
jiang yuan wang zhe zhi fei ji ji cheng xin
Put wishes in a paper airplane and mailing it as a letter

因为我们等不到那流星
yin wei wo men deng bu dao na liu xing
Because we couldn’t wait for the meteor

认真投决定命运的硬币 
ren zhen tou jue ding ming yun de ying bi
Throwing destiny's coin in all seriousness

却不知道到底能去哪里

que bu zhi dao dao di neng qu na li
Yet I have no idea where I can go

*一起长大的约定　那样清晰打过勾的我相信 
yi qi zhang da de yue ding / na yang qing xi / da guo gou de wo xiang xing
The promise that we will grow up together is still fresh in my mind, believing the pinky swore I made

说好要一起旅行 是你如今 唯一坚持的任性
shuo hao yao yi qi lv xing / shi ni ru jin / wei yi jian chi de ren xing
We said we'd travel together, the sole thing you wilfully insist on, till now*

在走廊上罚站打手心　
zai zou lang shang fa zhan da shou xin
Being punished to stand in the hallway and getting our palms smacked

我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓 
wo men que zhu yi chuang bian de qing ting
Yet all we noticed were the dragonflies beside the window

我去到哪里你都跟很紧 
wo qu dao na li ni dou gen hen jin
No matter where I go you'd always follow closely

很多的梦在等待着进行
hen duo de meng zai deng dai zhe jin xin
Lots of dreams are waiting to be carried out

Repeat **

一起长大的约定 那样真心　与你聊不完的曾经
yi qi zhang da de yue ding / na yang zhen xin / yu ni liao bu wan de ceng jing
The promise that we will grow up together, so full of sincerity, never-ending chats about the past

而我已经分不清　你是友情 还是错过的爱情
er wo yi jing fen bu qing / ni shi you qing / hai shi cuo guo de ai qing
I can no longer tell the difference. Are you a friend? Or a love that has passed me by

Translation: FSUTan - www.jay-chou.net

Hehe, nothing better to do. So just post this song's lyric cause I really like the melody way before it was only a instrumental piece without lyrica.Later when Jay's latest album was out, very surprise to find this song. And the lyrics is written by the famous Vincent Fang! Very nice indeed, for me la.

Is over!

Yay! The longest 1 minute of my life was over last Saturday! Yup, I manage to play a violin piece alone in the middle of the stage, cuz my teacher is sitting at the right side playing the piano. haha.. What’s the big deal? It was a big deal for me ba. Although the rational me know that is no big deal at all! So, I didn't tell anyone, except few. And I didn't ask (and discourage) anyone to come because it was only 1 minute long. But wanna thank the only one who came la.

But from this experience, I know that, I could do anything when God's with me. haha. Why? Cause, surprisingly, I wasn't nervous at all when I was on stage and before going to the stage. I felt more nervous during jazz band concert when I was playing with other band membersssss. Anyway, it was really amazing how God calmed me. I remember in the morning, I was freaking out as I was practicing. I kept playing the wrong notes and my violin sound squeaky most of the time. hehe.. The conclusion? My teacher said it was good. Thank you to everyone who called me, smsed me and prayed for me. Thanks for the encouragement!

So, Wendy’s coming to Malaysia??

Seems like berjaya group, the group that seems trying to grab any franchise possible, had successfully clinched the franchise to operate Wendy's! Yay! I miss Wendy's!! hehe. But maybe it won't have the same taste as the one I had. For the time being, I still can go to Carl's Junior once a blue moon, when I receive my paycheck! But the best burger place according to my sister is In-N-Out Burger! I don't remember how it taste liao..haha.Oh well.. Gotta get back to work..haha. 

MERRY (belated) CHRISTMAS & HAPPY 2008!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY 2008! Ya la, very late d. But better late than never!

 

So what had I been doing to celebrate Christmas (that everyone seems to keep reminding me, is very very important to me. I know la. hehe) and New Year? I go watch firework lo. haha.

 

During Christmas Eve, few friends and I went to Cowboy Town in A'Famosa. We were kinda lost on the way there. So we stopped by the road side. Mana tau, we got stuck in the mud. When I saw how deep is the ditch, the first thing that came to my mind is, "Die lo, how to get out from the ditch o". Then the second thought is, Pray la!" Then in less than 5 minutes, God answered my prayer, somebody stop by. After he saw how helpless we were, he ask his whole family (in 2 other cars) to stop to help us. They were on their way to dinner, all of them were dress nicely. Yet they don't mind getting themselves dirty to help us. Praise the Lord! God bless them!

Anyway, we paid RM30 to see some lame firework in Cowboy town and just being silly there. haha.

 

And then Christmas Day! Spent by going to church in the morning and spending time with family! My nieces are so “hang fook”! So many family members buy presents for them! It was a fun Christmas, although seem like I was rushing all the time. haha. Too bad I gotta go back to KL in the evening. Hai..

 

Then, New Year Eve! Went on the Eyes on Malaysia! Not much to see except KLCC and KL Tower! But better than Eyes on Melaka la which really can kek si u! Wonder if I'll have the money to go to London Eye, £14.50 le. Expensiva!

 

After that, we wanted to rush to Sungei Wang for the countdown. Then end up, stuck on the flyover as the jam was terrible! So we might as well, stop at the side of the flyover lo. But from there we could see few places' firework. Sungei Wang, KLCC, etc..

Anyway,I thought the one in KLCC was spectacular until I went to youtube and search on other new year firework display around the world. To them, it was like a show. And firework creator is a real job. Do they go to school to learn about fireworks? Yea man!

I do felt guilty that I enjoy firework display as it's a waste of money, short-lived and air polluting. The finale of the firework show in London looked like a half-baked war movie.

I wonder what Al Gore would say, global warming? haha..

 

On New Year day, I finally watch a movie in the new GCS in Pavilion!! Super costly, but worth it la. The seats are so comfortable I’ll fall asleep if only the movie is not Alien and Predator 2. Totally freak me out!

 

In conclusion, last year seemed like such a bad year. So many unfortunate things happened. Kinda feel like bad things usually happen during the end of the year. Pray hard that this year, all my friends and family will be HAPPY! God bless!

Subang meeting..sigh..

I was late for the first meeting i gotta go alone. sigh..on the way there, there were lots of sign directing to KLIA but none to Subang airport. i planned to go way earlier because i just got a feeling i'll be lost. the last time i went to subang airport was when i was 12.

i was really panicking, i really wanna cry at that moment. i've stopped at 4 petrol station to ask for direction. hai..i really want to thank the last guy i ask, who gave me the (correct) direction. weird before i left, he ask me whether i'm from malacca. did we meet somewhere before.

luckily when i got into the meeting rooms, they were are very nice. didn't yell or torture me. just get on the meeting like nothing major happen. haha..great. hope the next time i will never be late!!!

Happy and sad...

Time to get off work, so im gonna memberontak awhile..Well, tomorrow i gotta go Subang airport for meeting. this time i'll be going alone!! aisks! die lo. may God bless me la. Then thought bout airport, i will think bout their cafe's omelette is absolutely delicious. What? me eating egg?? hehe. actually, i like some kinda egg la. omelette still ok. I remember once i went out for lunch with a friend. she recommend the food court's nasi belacan to me.so i ordered lo. then when it came, i saw something eggy.. before the plate of rice is in front of me, i wanna smack her! cause she should know i'm not fond of egg. But she told me, "this kinda egg u like de la". She was right. My point is, to have a friend know u so well, it's really rare! So i really appreciate that even though we seldom see each other now, we still keep in touch on a daily basis! wakakaka.

so the sad thing? this few day i really very stressed out.. the manager's gone. he left, with a big mess. hai.. i'm the only staff now, till the new staff report to work next week. Oh well, anyway i went to read a comment a friend posted months ago. Well, gotta face the reality. That comment is really long man. the longest comment i ever received. Now censored. Cause it's so silly of me to post the blog ma. So uncalled for. Maybe cause that time really something wrong with my head. haha. anyway, i still hurt to read that comment now. Luckily i didn't read it at that time. Cause it'll definitely hurt like crap. ha..weird expression. maybe the thought that i can inflict such crap to anybody freak me out. so, just wanna apologize to Ms Jamie! sorry a.. next time if i did the same thing again, please do smack me! but i doubt i got a chance...so..don't worry be happy..

Toothache..

Last night, I went to my second dentist visit in a week to do dental filling for a tooth that has been bothering me for almost 6 months. It seem that the last time I had that tooth done for filling, mt previous dentist didn't check properly. Last Friday, my tooth was x-rayed. The dentist wasn't sure if the shadow thingy in the x-ray is cavies or just shadow. So only those part that she was sure was done for filling. But yesterday we were very sure it's CAVIES!! Cause my tooth still hurt after that dental filling. So another x-ray were taken. It showned the cavies is very deep inside, the dentist gotta dig deep into my gum,very near the nerves! DIE!

This was the first time in my entire life I have to be injected (TWICE) for dental filling. Really numb man! I was so scare at first that i really was shivering. After awhile, I realize she (the dentist) was really telling the truth, it didnt hurt at all. Just very geli, the sound of the drilling of the tooth (especially when she's removing the previous filling) really naikkan my bulu roma! Got really bored later that I was playing with saliva ejector whenever she turn away to get some stuff or put some stuff..ha. She a good dentist (one that doesn't scold me!!hehe) but just lacking some experience. Oh well, at least she's not rough. hehe

Anyway, another x-ray were taken but I still haven't seen it yet. Thursday night, one more round. Conclusion, my tooth still aching. I guess root canal is the next solution. sigh...scary and bankrupt.

LIFE changing,,

YO! My convo is on the 18th of Aug 9am! My parents are going, my sisters, are going my brother are going, my nieces are going..phew..My parents change their holiday to Sept.. i'm so touch!!

i went kai kai twice after grad.. in may, i went to london and paris with my sister and nieces to meet their dad in london and i just came back from sarawak today. but i don't think both are holiday cuz , i have to be a nanny in one, moreover holiday with kids is not holiday at all.. and i went to sarawak for S.T.O.M.P (Student Together On Mission Partnership) so is not holiday hor?ha.but both i enjoyed a lot lo!

I miss STOMP already!! it was really fun. can't believe it's over. In the beginning i keep asking myself what am i doing there? i don't think i'm well equiped with God's words. but God worked in a strange way. in the end, i learn alot. learned that im capable of things i thought i couldn't, that it's not easy to adapt to a different culture, and also that tea c 5 lapis is delicious!!ha. when we were introduce to the sarawakian friends, i was scared i couldn't mix with them. bcoz all of them know each others from politeknik and also some how there are some differences among us. but thank God, we get along really well. haha.. i really salute all of them especially one of them, she can sings, dances, plays guitar, cooks (using woods and staying in a very very very hot room to keep an eye on the fire!!), carries heavy things (at times, we helped to built the village church), wash hair+massage (when we bathed together in the sungai!!ha). memang STOMP idol!! during this trip we ate lots of wild vege. yum yum..no more chance of eating them d..we also ate something tat i'll never eat again!!!

there were training before we go into the iban longhouse villages. there were really alot to be learned. yet i was too tired to "study" hard..hai..bcoz of that i couldn't really speak and understand iban. haha.. oh well, after this have to belajar bersungguh-sungguh cuz hope can keep in touch with the iban villagers.. we were divided into 2 teams, there were 14 of us in my team. we went to 4 villages in 7 days. the ibans are really great host. they treated us very well. but in some village there seem to be a wall between us and them although they are still very polite to us. i miss the makcik-makcik and the kanak-kanak there. i wish i could stay longer. the experience has been inspiring and also thought-provoking. and maybe i improve my BM too. got human say my BM lousy!! ha. thank you everyone who prayed for me. and also supported me during the whole mission. i hope i still have the chance to do it again. i miss everyone in STOMP. i hate farewell but life goes on..

to all the STOMP idols, continue to leave footprints in people's life, as you've left in mine!!^_^
gotta slep..going to kl in less than 6 hours..hai..